Follicle Follies

You may have noticed (or maybe not) that there was no Follicle Follies for December. That's because there wasn't. The timing for that month wasn't going to be easy. The "magic" time was going to be right around Christmas and the Dr.'s office was closed that week and I couldn't be monitored, so we didn't take any meds that month. Not a total waste. I did have and HSG test done to make sure I didn't have any blockage or scaring from the miscarriage or the D&C. Again that test was normal (I had one when I was trying to get pregnant with Andrew in 2005). So, now it is back to the waiting game. Waiting to start, waiting for meds, waiting to see if they work.......

This past year and a half has been tough. It has been one year since we started to TTC with a doctor's help. Fourteen months since we started TTC after the miscarriage. Almost 2 years since we decided to start trying for baby #2, right around the time Andrew was going to turn 1. Technically, that did work an I did get pregnant within 3 months of trying on my own, but it didn't last. :( Needless to say, after all this time I am a little frustrated. Trying not to be, that can be counter productive, but what can I say...I thought I would be starting to try for baby #3 by now and not still trying for #2. I know that it will "happen in time" and it has to "be in God's time", and so on. That doesn't make it any easier. If I can ever get this cycle started, maybe I will get an extra special birthday present ;)

Just wanted to say thanks to everyone who has been following me on this. For your prayers, support and for listening to me when I needed it. Hopefully, soon we can be talking baby :)